My site has been down for a few days as the hostess was trying to move all of those host under her to a new server. However after much hassle, we are all being moved back to the previous server again. Finger cross that nothing did gone wrong after all this move and back thing.
During the past few days, my back pain came back again. I had a fall in the office staircase about 3 years ago when I was still breastfeed my 2nd son, little Mer. It was such a shock for my body that I vomited and can’t get out of bed for almost two whole days. During that time I still have to think of a way to get my breast milk for Mer to drink. So the only thing that I could do was to express it out. I was so dizzy that I had to get my mom to hold my head while I do that. I had to send my elder son – Cal to my in-laws’ place as I can’t give him the attention that he needed.
Coming back in time to a few days ago while I was resting in bed due to the back pain, Cal came into the room and had the light on. I almost got angry with him for disturbing me, till I saw what he was holding. He said “Nah, mommy, drink some water.” Yes, it was touching to me, so sweet of him to think about that and made the trouble in pouring me a cup of water.
Later that night, while I was talking to hubby in the room, little Mer came in and said “Mommy, watch TV, watch TV!” It was showing my favorite Hong Kong series that I haven’t been missing every single night while we are here in China. Hubby even got jealous after that saying “Why my sons all treated you much better than me.” “Of course!” *Grin*
I’ve been with them since birth, to a smiling or crying baby, to when they took their first steps, when they whine at things that they wanted, to when they answered me back, to giving them hugs and kisses, of course they treated me better. Poor hubby who has missed almost all of those good and bad times that we shared. Another thing is, they are my fat burner for having to attend to their every needs, to carry them, to chase after them and to make sure that they are not getting into trouble. Yes, they are both my happiness and (well, sometimes or maybe most of the time) my frustration. But I’m sort of getting immune to that and gaining weight now *LOL*.
Happy mother’s day!
